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Maggie Sullivan

 

Lexicon

 for Irene

 

When you asked

how I felt

about the past

all I could say

was I'm okay.

Are you okay?

You nodded

 
but I knew you needed a larger explanation

for the lexicon of suicide we inherited ­–

how, every day, we look up mum

and still find her under dead by her own hand,

an error on the part of the dictionary

I'm sure,

 
easily done

with around forty words to a page,

one thousand three hundred and ninety seven

pages, plus introduction,

thirty five million words on the web version

when it's finished, so the fly leaf says

and thesaurus

but that's been no help either

these forty years.

 
Take my hand:

Okay is a triumph

considering.

 

 

 

 

Maggie Sullivan is a mentor for Survivor's Poetry and a Trustee of the

Poetry Society. Her first collection: Near Death (Domestic) was

published in October 2007 and is available from

www.tall-lighthouse.co.uk